I'm Golden
Holy shit! Two blogs in a row! What the hell is going on? I don't know, but after the extremely generous and flattering comments left on my last blog I felt I should write again. I did mention in my last blog that I WASN'T being negative and that AT FIRST I was flipping out. When I wrote that I was already feeling much better. It's just so many of you knew I was trying to get into film school and I keep getting asked by everyone up here what I'm doing and it just got to be too much at times. So, I blogged it out and just said "here it is." Here's what I'm doing and here's why I'm doing it. Here's how I'm looking at my situation and here's how I felt about it, and feel about it now.
I just got my third and final letter of recomendation I needed for San Diego. Thanks to Jean, I had finished my essay by the deadline I had given myself and now I can just sit back and not give a shit about it anymore. I don't even care if I don't get accepted because I'm doing ok here. I finally got my raise at the bank this paycheck and it was 7x bigger than I thought it would be. It was over a 15% pay increase and my expenses are still quite minimal. Money's good, my new car is great, and now that I'm officially moved in my efficiancy actually isn't too bad. Best of all I finally got to really talk to the one person I needed to talk to last night and it was the most theraputic thing I was able to do for myself. She alleviated all of my worries about our current relationship as well as our past. We talked for an hour and a half. It was real, it was honest, and it was just like before. It was exactly what I needed to hear (which I've been hearing from all of you which was also extremely helpful). I just needed to hear it from her for that officialness you know?
I also want to take this time to thank all of you for those above mentioned comments. Comments on my blogs, things mentioned in your blogs, and various e-mails and phone calls I've received have been some of the nicest things I've ever been told in my entire life. Some made me cry...but in a good way. I really appreciate all of you and your words really meant a lot to me in a time I really needed to hear them. Thank you.
Anyway, I wasn't trying to write another downer blog the other day because I really am doing a lot better. Now all I need is some cute girl to give me a great big kiss, slap my ass, and tell me I'm sexy. Other than that, I'm golden.
I just got my third and final letter of recomendation I needed for San Diego. Thanks to Jean, I had finished my essay by the deadline I had given myself and now I can just sit back and not give a shit about it anymore. I don't even care if I don't get accepted because I'm doing ok here. I finally got my raise at the bank this paycheck and it was 7x bigger than I thought it would be. It was over a 15% pay increase and my expenses are still quite minimal. Money's good, my new car is great, and now that I'm officially moved in my efficiancy actually isn't too bad. Best of all I finally got to really talk to the one person I needed to talk to last night and it was the most theraputic thing I was able to do for myself. She alleviated all of my worries about our current relationship as well as our past. We talked for an hour and a half. It was real, it was honest, and it was just like before. It was exactly what I needed to hear (which I've been hearing from all of you which was also extremely helpful). I just needed to hear it from her for that officialness you know?
I also want to take this time to thank all of you for those above mentioned comments. Comments on my blogs, things mentioned in your blogs, and various e-mails and phone calls I've received have been some of the nicest things I've ever been told in my entire life. Some made me cry...but in a good way. I really appreciate all of you and your words really meant a lot to me in a time I really needed to hear them. Thank you.
Anyway, I wasn't trying to write another downer blog the other day because I really am doing a lot better. Now all I need is some cute girl to give me a great big kiss, slap my ass, and tell me I'm sexy. Other than that, I'm golden.
posted by L-Kapitan | 4:39 PM
3 Comments:
I'm glad that the sun has come out for you, buddy. And we all are always here for you.
I'm not the cute girl you're looking for but can i slap your ass and call ya sexy anyway?
Hey Lance. I'm a pile of poo. I never gave you comments on your essay, and I feel like shit about it. Sorry dude. Man...and after you gave me all those tips on how to get buff. And I did! I have a bevy of squealing junior-high girls that follow me wherever I go! Really!
No, that's a lie.
They're old ladies.
Glad to hear you're doing well, Lance! It's (move to the cities) always nice (like in Minneapolis) to hear that a friend (right off 169) is doing well (do it now).
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